衝動

這一次
是我主動說的
是【衝動】吧……

不知道
是為了自信心
還是為了保留你給我的印象

我不敢挽回
不管我如何渴望
你這一個靠岸

今天聽了一首歌
眼淚不經留下來
為何動不動
都會流淚

我知道
我想你了

《沒有你、怎麼辦》

結束

再多的話語
如今只能默默收藏
再多的懷念
如今只能默默品嚐
再多的回憶
如今不知該忘不該忘


三年來的點滴
你輕輕的
拿起一隻不退色的筆
輕鬆的
畫上
【句號】


----The End---

Happy or Sad

Dinner - Claypot Chicken Rice (強記）
Member - CCY, Joann, Will Cheng， HaeJun Oppa， Me

After having a relax dinner, I saw a post shared by Veron.
This is regarding how the Sulu tortured Malaysian Police, cutting of his fingers one by one; cutting off his throat slowly.

The way that police struggle is horrified.
Imagine someone just holding a knife on your neck and front and back "saw".
That is so cruel and eerie. These people are so Not civilised.
Sabah has been one of the state of Malaysia since 1957.
Who are you to claim it while Sabah doesn't recognise you at all?

Waited about an hour for Joann to join us for next round - Happy Hour.
p/s: her car's tyre drop off and to be checked and repaired.

Head on to LIVE at Sutera Utama.
This is our first time here. High stand chair, we chose.
A tower of Asahi is ordered. Here we go...

Basic game of Korean style "alcohol game".
We make very loud noises, yet we are so happy and enjoyed.
We played dices. Shouting for numbers~~
After finishing a Tower, whoa~~ Start to dance... Yeah !
Some movement, as because that is bistro and pub, not a club...
The high moment overrided us, nobody wanna leave that place.

11.30pm, we left. As for the curfew for UTM.
We are still in our excited state, therefore we decided to drive up to Balai cerapan.
The night view are superb as there is the highest spot in UTM
We chat and Joann being Emo.

On the way sending Oppa back, you called.
I picked up telling your I'm driving, and you said you will call next time.
I asked you to wait, and you told me you have no mood to chat.

Broken pieces of glass...
I have so many things to share with you today,
yet those remained silence in me.

千言萬語
化為塵埃
你我    還剩下什麼

Further Apart

時間久了
意見多了
語氣變了

Quarrel, Argument have been getting frequents among us.
In fact, argue over Not very important things.

Am I getting more serious in handling a case, a question or a solution?
Even in casual chat-ing?

What I asked for were simple, answer me or suggest a solution to a problem.
Not necessary to be helpful or the right answer, but please avoid joking.
If I were to be serious in answering, I just need a answer which is related to the question.
Not of joking which where the answer is totally not answering the question.

Both we know it is a joke, is it that I m being too sensitive to the jokes?
Or as you said, you don;t even know when did your jokes becomes not funny anymore as you used to be.

What had changed? We often questioned about it.
Is it me? I assumed it was me.

Please, do not repeatedly saying it is your fault.
It is not because of right and wrong, it is about whether it is appropriate to say something relevant or irrelevant. I am not here to blame on you, to criticize you, but to tell you what I dislike.

I know my tones, my words could be harsh,
this has been my problems as I would raise my voice in explaining to you,
which eventually taken by u as Scolding.
These happens when I m in a rush to do explanation to you.
Impatience is the thing in me when you do not understand what I was about to say.
Then, quarrel over and over again.
When can I put a full stop on this? God knows.

We had gone through a lot. It is difficult for me when our opinion are different.
Here it goes, we are getting further apart without my noticing.

I am so sorry that you are being more afraid than those day and being more careful in doing the talking with me.